damn

so my girlfriend broke up with me a second time for the same reason but its not just a regular breakup because she went from being my bestfriend to being my girlfriend. aand at first i was too scared of losing her as a bestfriend by trying to make it more than just friends. and then when i finally made a move to become more than that i fucked everything up and i wish i could take it all back. xynthia im sorry baby i love you and i wish that shit never happened.

tired

of sitting inside my house and doing nothing. i think its sweet were going back to school soon cause i know i really need it. and this year i have to get on top of my A game in class and get a job!

skateboarding

skateboarding is my first love aside from grape soda and chicken. At first i wasnt really into it too much and as i gave it more time and put more effort into it i just really grew to love it. No matter how many times i fell, bled, ached, any of that ive tried to quit a few times but i just end up coming back to it again. and i can truly say that i love skateboarding.